Sunday, January 18, 2009

MISUNDERSTANDINGS!!!.......I hate them so much.....Most people never mean what they say in day to day life. I mean we hardly have time to think and talk. And we never know how the other person is going to take it. But when you really know and understand what the other person is going through then you don't really mind when they are rude or when they say something that could have hurt you otherwise. Chuck it!!....Its of no use now.....

Everyone says that finding good lifelong friends is really difficult. I never really believed that, coz I thought I had enough gr8 friends....But now I know that they were right. Finding friends is really difficult. Friend, for me is someone who can really standby you in every situation. A friend may not be necessarily be able to help you out, but would always be with you and that is what matters. after all life's battles are to be fought alone. A friend is someone who cares for you selflessly, who wants you to reach the pinnacle of success even when you are competition to him/her.


The other day, we had a lecture at 10....and I had to get some photocopies of an assignment in pathology. There were only 15 min left and we had to go to the medical building from the dental building that itself takes 15 min. but I just had to get the photocopies. I asked Pooja to come with me and she whined that she din want to come. I don't know what pissed me off so much. I jus said"OK FINE!!!".....and ran off.......I reached the xerox shop and what do I see.... the poor thing is coming running after me. I felt so ashamed of myself. I know its not a big thing, but then ...it touched me so much. She calls me up everyday or vice versa and we discuss everything that happened that day,the previous day, or the day before dat and the day before dat...I jus can't get enough of her.....Whenever I'm happy or sad, the first thing I do is I call her up....and her one-liners!!!!......They are to die for!!!!some of dem being..
"Duuuuuuude!!!!"......(in that typical tone)

"Hadh hai yaar!!!"

"CHUP OYE!!!"

"What do i doooo????"

"battamiz,besharam, kamina, moya, marjaana!!"....(all in one breath!!!)

"Divyaaaaaaaaaa"

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA"......(LOLZZZZZZZZZZ..........in her personalized style) sorry poojiii!!!

"Mainu ki pata???"

"Please forgive meeee........" ( ok, dats a song by bryan adams that she keeps on singing......pooji, am tired of it!!)

and so many more......Shez an absolute delight to be with....Thanx pooja for comin into my life...God only knows what I would have done without u.....!!!


And another one is obviously, Aru....my best friend....

What can I say about her???........Shez everything you would want in a friend.....Thank you Aru....
And then is of course, Dhruv......Ok, he doesn't exactly qualify as my friend but is someone I can tell absolutely anything to....He's a perfect example of how someone can be weirdly matured and immature at the same time.......Contrary to his image, he's such a kid at heart....Jus can't thank him enough for being there...always.....

Then there are Soumya...and Harini......Feels as though I've known them for ages!!!
Soumya, my friend, philosopher, guide......So matured for her age....Shez one of the very few people I know, who commands respect, not demand it.....
And Harini of course......my baby.....known her since nursery.....Have literally seen her growing to be what she is now...and I'm so proud to have her as my friend, my "gr8 friend"!!!....

I may not get a chance again....But I want to thank all these people today for being who they are, for always being there for me....

one thing I've always been taught is to count my blessings......And I think the above mentioned people are god's way of blessing me.....


Read a poem in some book, long long back....Don't remember exactly how it went, but twas sumthin like...
""You have books to read, eyes to see,
Pick up the phone, call a friend,
think about those,
who have none of these,
Have you forgotten your blessings?
Try to remember them please.....

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Why in the living hell can't people mind their own business???????...........
I'm so sick of it....so sick and tired of it.....I mean no one, absolutely no one can let the other person go about his/her life without interfering and giving their unwanted and totally unappreciated advice....!!!!!!
I heard a quote somewhere...and is one of my favs...it goes like
"You can give a fool a thousand intellects and the only one he'll want is yours"

It couldn't get more true...I'm not saying that everyone who gives advice is a fool but is it like, so important to poke your super long nose into every damn business you can find around yourself?????

OH MAN!!!!.......AM I FRUSTRATED!!!!...........I need a break....and a well deserved one at that...

College, assignments, practicals, exams every two weeks........I need a break..!!!

I mean there is nothing to look forward to everyday.....I always know what is gonna happen the next day coz i've been doing the same thing for the past 8 blasted months!!!!!

No, don't get me wrong....I totally enjoy doing the practicals....arranging teeth, carving, making cavities....so much precision and a millimeter making so much difference....It's exciting.....BUT TO A LIMIT!!!!!!.....

The whole december month we were giving exams....one after the other.....the only consolation being the 5 days vacation we were expectin at the end of it......VACATION????...........MY FOOT!....no vacation....vacations cancelled it seems....
Finally people took their own vacation ( not me, i had to submit my work).......just to come back and have ma'm calling up their parents from their mobiles.....phew!!!....

And come january, we again have exams scheduled up.....all the departments running after our lives for attendance....

Come to think of it.....10 years down the line I may even think back and get nostalgic.....but right now, THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL ANY BETTER!!!!!!....

Pathology and microbiology.....yeah, i topped in the exams in these subjects.... but still I have no idea about any one of them...i don't know the head and tail of anything i'm reading....coz when we're so badgered with exams, we hardly have time to try to gather up some knowledge...and not jus marks.....I'V PAID IN LAKHS TO BECOME A DENTIST, NOT A FOOL WITH A DEGREE!!!...................

GOD!!!!!....I'm so frustrated....am so angry......I NEED A BREAK.....I NEED ONE SO BADLY....

Friday, January 2, 2009

Sigh.....
Sometimes we have so many people around us that we forget to value each one of them. And suddenly when one of them stops being around you, you realise that the person meant so much to you...was so unexplainably important to your day to day life.....

My best friend, Aruna.....OMG!!!!.....we used to meet like everyday.....my strength, source of constant inspiration...and so much more....and it's like, been just two days since she shifted...and I'm already missing her like anything..

It is so unfair,I feel, that I could never ever get an idea that it would get so bad....so many memories, still seem so less.
Come to think of it, she's not moved far away....It's like 30 to 45 min from my place. But you have to be in my position to understand that it is not the same. God, i feel so foolish.....i spent so many days just crying, coz i just couldn't imagine life without her.....And now I am actually living it....I could have instead spent all that time with her....
The day they were leaving I hugged her (we always do whenever we meet), she saw tears welling up in my eyes and said, "Don't cry dibbi, you've already cried enough"....
She's right...I've cried enough....and I'm not crying now, not atleast for things not in my control....But Aru.....I just miss you so terribly......Luv u loads....

Thursday, January 1, 2009

So the whole world's blogging....
I too, have been thinking (*wink wink) about it since last year...and the year before that....
But being the BIG procrastinator that I am, I guess am starting off now......
Come to think of it....It's quite a good day to do so....



Happy New Year!!!.....to....well....myself..